The Scion Suit

Scion – Part 3

Hartmann waited for Carol out on the running track, smiling slightly when she came through the doors and squinted at him through the sunlight. The corporal was still with her, so the first thing that Hartmann did was dismiss the soldier, to ensure that they would be alone. She was nervous as the corporal left, so she bit her lip as her eyes locked onto the ground, and the action made her look younger and more girlish.

He had to find his tongue before he could say, โ€œWeโ€™re going to run a mile to start.โ€ It was hard to describe the effect that Carol was having on him. She wasnโ€™t feisty like the women in the military, nor did she try to act sexy like the women at the bar. She was something else โ€ฆ something unfamiliar.

Carol nodded and murmured, โ€œYes, sir,โ€ with her eyes still pointed downwards. Her hands tightened into fists.

โ€œRelax, Iโ€™m under orders to be nice to you.โ€ Hartmann smirked as he added, โ€œAnd remember to call me master sergeant. Iโ€™ll let you off this time because youโ€™re a civilian.โ€

โ€œYes, sir โ€ฆ master sergeant.โ€ She glanced up, met his eyes for a split second, then looked away.

โ€œGo on, get moving. Itโ€™s four laps around the track.โ€

Hartmann was silent as they jogged the first lap, giving Carol time to get used to his presence and feel more at ease. He watched her out of the corner of his eye, noting that it didnโ€™t take long for her to begin breathing heavily, and compensated by slowing down the pace. When they started around the curve again, he said, โ€œIโ€™m sorry for being a dick.โ€

Carol didnโ€™t reply, but he had expected that.

โ€œEveryone knows Iโ€™m a real asshole to be around โ€ฆโ€ He feigned sheepishness, though inwardly he winced at his own words. He hadnโ€™t even begun to get rough with her when she had jumped into the Suit, and if given the chance he would show her in a heartbeat just how much of a jerk he could be. However, at the moment he had a goal, and he wanted Carol to relax and open up to him. โ€œI especially get a little crazy about the Suit.โ€ That part was true.

He was quiet again, studying her closely, doing his best to read her thoughts through her body language. Her face flitted through a number of micro-expressions, enough to tell him that the inside of her mind was no where near as empty as her exterior, but it was going to take more time to be able to read her accurately.

โ€œMaster sergeant,โ€ she said hesitantly as they began their third lap at an even slower pace. โ€œDo you know what the visor is made out of?โ€

โ€œNot a clue. Iโ€™d guess something similar to leaded glass, but I donโ€™t think the minerals used in it came from this planet.โ€ Hartmann stopped and grinned at her. โ€œYou noticed, didnโ€™t you.โ€

โ€œNot while we were inside.โ€ Carol placed her hands on her knees as she huffed. โ€œBut when I had the Suit out in the sunlight, it was like seeing the world for the first time.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s amazing, but itโ€™s something that youโ€™re going to have to get used to. Those new colors have an odd way of swirling together and causing vertigo and nausea once you get moving fast enough. Thatโ€™s going to matter during combat.โ€

She looked away. โ€œAm I supposed to go into combat?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not cleared for that information. I was told to train you, so thatโ€™s what Iโ€™m doing.โ€ Hartmann was eyeing Carol up and down again. โ€œIn the military, you follow orders without question.โ€

โ€œI guess thatโ€™s something we have in common,โ€ she blurted, then bit her lip shyly as she began walking again.

Hartmann was momentarily lost for words as some sort of electrical shock pulsed through his chest. A feeling started to form inside his throat, then hardened into anger. How dare the cleaning lady suggest that they had any commonality โ€“ he was a hero, and she was a nobody. She was only there through some unexplained fluke, because some computer inside the Suit had called her โ€œcommander.โ€ If not for that, her place would be in the shadow of his glory, unnoticed as she maintained the Suit for him.

He walked beside her, neither of them bothering with the pretense of jogging, until he regained himself and a quip came to him, โ€œI saw the employee file on you, and it said that youโ€™ve always been the picture of good behavior. I bet your parents loved you for that.โ€

Carol shrugged. โ€œI guess they would have.โ€

โ€œWould have?โ€ Hartmann prodded.

โ€œThey died when I was three.โ€

He frowned. Carol didnโ€™t look like the sort who carried childhood trauma, and she had delivered the news so blandly that it would have better suited a conversation about the weather. โ€œHow?โ€ he asked, not out curiosity about the answer, but more for the opportunity to gauge her response.

โ€œHouse fire.โ€ Carol looked over at him and met his eyes. โ€œI nearly died of smoke inhalation as well.โ€

โ€œThat is surprisingly interesting for you.โ€ Hartmann cracked a grin. โ€œI would have guessed that you grew up in some ordinary middle class family, did all of your homework and managed mostly Bโ€™s in school, then graduated and decided to twiddle your thumbs until you died.โ€

She scowled, finally annoyed by something. โ€œNo. I grew up in foster care, and got myself emancipated at sixteen. I got a GED instead of graduating, and Iโ€™ve been working full time ever since. I am not twiddling my thumbs.โ€ A shadow of doubt crossed over her eyes, as if she was second-guessing what she had said.

โ€œFoster care, huh? Dark place, isnโ€™t it.โ€ For a moment Hartmann felt the impulse to reach over and place his hand against her shoulder, to feel the crook of her neck with his fingers, but he tamped it down and kept his hands by his side.

โ€œI survived.โ€ Her mouth twisted downwards. โ€œBy becoming invisible.โ€

โ€œThat explains the great mystery of the cleaning lady,โ€ he said smugly. โ€œI should have guessed there was something tragic lingering behind that pretty face of yours.โ€

Carol stared at him, her expression blank. Then, abruptly, she began jogging again, her hair bouncing as she pulled ahead. Hartmann picked up the pace as well.

โ€œSince I know that youโ€™re wondering, but are too shy to ask, I grew up in some ordinary middle class family, but I got straight Aโ€™s, and was the captain of both the lacrosse and swim teams,โ€ he said conversationally. โ€œThen I enlisted when I was seventeen โ€ฆ to kill people.โ€ Hartmann laughed at the series of expressions that flitted across Carolโ€™s face when she glanced over at him, then added, โ€œI had to get out.โ€

โ€œDoesnโ€™t sound like it was that bad,โ€ she murmured.

โ€œIt wasnโ€™t. It was so normal I was suffocating,โ€ he replied.

Hartmann continued to study Carol, piecing together what he could about her from the small bits that she had told him. There was something off about her, some essential part that was either repressed or incomplete, that enabled her to speak almost monotonously about her past traumas. It intrigued him.

She was skinny, and combined with her lack of stamina, it made him suspect that she was a chronic under-eater, though not out of body-image issues. Heโ€™d guess that Carol was completely unaware of herself as a physical being, and probably wasnโ€™t aware of her nervous habits. The way she pulled her teeth slowly across her full, pale pink, bottom lip was sensuous โ€“ more so, because of her naivete โ€“ and if she had any idea of how it made him think about her mouth, she would stop doing it immediately.

He wondered how she would taste.

After they finished their final lap, he took her to the vending machine and bought an electrolyte drink for her, then debated how much more exercise he should put her through. He liked the sheen of sweat on her forehead, liked the idea of pushing her so hard that her muscles burned, and wanted to make the most of the opportunity that he had been given. The obstacle course was guaranteed to be too hard for her, but he could drill her through calisthenics out on the field for as long as he liked.

She was going to be sore when he was through with her.

Stories, The Scion Suit

Scion Part 2

But that wasnโ€™t what happened.

Hartmann was summoned back to the Base the next day, and waited in the bunker with no explanation of what was supposed to happen. He stared at the Suit and ached to touch it the way the cleaning lady did, but his training kept him in his position, ready to salute the moment a superior appeared to deliver orders. He mused over the possibility that some new intel had dropped, and he was on the verge of being sent out on another mission. In a matter of time, he would return home a hero, and the incident with Carol would be as forgotten as completely as she was.

What he did not anticipate was Captain Lambert to appear with Carol in tow. She was pale, and hid behind Lambertโ€™s large frame to avoid Hartmannโ€™s burning gaze, seeming even more timid and nervous than she had before. If he hadnโ€™t been so annoyed over her reappearance, he would have found her behavior cute.

โ€œMSG Hartmann,โ€ Lambert said brusquely, โ€œYou are to assist me in training a new pilot for the Suit.โ€

Hartmannโ€™s hackles rose sharply. โ€œWho?โ€ he demanded without any of the expected deference. โ€œThat bitch?โ€

Carolโ€™s eyes teared up as her head swung away, her hands wringing together as she tried to shrink into herself behind Lambertโ€™s back. It wasnโ€™t the captainโ€™s barked out punishment that twinged Hartmann with contrition, so much as the way Carol failed to defend herself against the word. He had expected her to bite back at him, to fling insults and posture as if she had a chance in a fight against him. Anything that would show that she thought of herself as too tough for him to feel guilty over. Compared to all the other women Hartmann had known, Carol seemed unnaturally quiet.

The way Lambert moved to shield her filled him with jealousy.

There was no way the captain was smitten with Carol. She was too pathetic and plain. All she had going for her was the fact that she cleaned the Suit โ€ฆ and the way her hair brushed the top of her petite shoulders, promising a feminine clavicle hidden underneath the neckline of her t-shirt. Hartmann thought about how she had felt under his hands, and how her soft muscles had struggled to pull away from him without any success.

Hartmann was the Suitโ€™s pilot, and Carol was the cleaning lady. If she was going to belong to anyone, it was going to be him.

Not Lambert.

But he was determined to punish her for turning his world upside down.

Hartmann added extra energy into every push up, boosting himself off the floor to clap before catching himself again, purely for the sake of showing off. When he was through, he smugly noted the displeasure on Lambertโ€™s face, and the amazement in Carolโ€™s eyes.

โ€œAs I was saying,โ€ Lambert continued gruffly, โ€œThe Suit considers Carol to be its โ€˜commander,โ€™ and orders have come down for us to train her on how to pilot it.โ€

โ€œYou expect me to believe that, sir?โ€ Hartmann narrowed his eyes.

โ€œI verified it myself.โ€ Lambert crossed his arms over his chest. โ€œDuring the incident you created, the Suit automatically turned on and welcomed Carol as the โ€˜commanderโ€™ while she was inside. She has full access to all the Suitโ€™s records, as well as a number of features that we never dreamed of. While you were lazing around at home, Carol and I were up digging through as much information as we could.โ€

Hartmann was lost for words. The muscle in his jaw twitched, but his teeth were locked together. He stared as Lambert proceeded to brush Carolโ€™s hair back and clip a receiver onto her t-shirt, stared as the cleaning lady looked to the captain for reassurance who in turn gave her a small nod, and stared as she climbed up the ramp and enclosed herself inside the Suit. His Suit.

โ€œCarol,โ€ Lambert spoke into his radio, and it crackled as she replied,

โ€œHere, sir.โ€

Then, disbelievingly, a computer voice sounded over the radio: โ€œWelcome back, Commander.โ€

Was that why Carol had slid out of the Suit in an inexplicable daze the day before? Did she genuinely have a connection with it that he could never understand?

It wasnโ€™t fair.

He was the best pilot.

He got the most important missions.

Why should the cleaning lady appear out of nowhere and take away his glory?

โ€œNow, Carol, MSG Hartmann is going to be a good boy and coach you through how to move the Suit. Donโ€™t worry, Iโ€™ll make sure that he plays nice,โ€ Lambert spoke into his end of the radio, then gave Hartmann a warning scowl as he handed it over. โ€œI mean it,โ€ he growled. โ€œFollow orders, and play nice.โ€

โ€œYes, sir,โ€ Hartmann replied sulkily, then found his throat too thick to speak to Carol. He had to clear it first, then pushed the button to transmit, โ€œThe best way to explain it is that you connect your mind to the Suit, and after that walking should be as intuitive as it is with your own body. Donโ€™t overthink it; just let it happen naturally.โ€

Silence answered, and Hartmann wished that Carol was more verbal. He missed the nonstop noise that usually surrounded women, that left no mystery as to what they were thinking. Dealing with Carol felt a lot like going up against a wall, with no way of knowing what he was going to find on the other side if he managed to break it down. It was frustrating. Unnerving.

Then the Suit took a step forward, and the two men jumped back as the screech of twisting metal filled the bunker. In one fell swoop, Carol had completely destroyed the ramp.

Hartmann stared as a grin crept across his face, then doubled over in laughter. Lambert cussed profusely, shouting into the radio, โ€œGod fucking dammit, Carol! Watch where youโ€™re going!โ€ It was satisfying to imagine her crying inside the cockpit as the captain continued ranting, โ€œYou are in a formidable piece of equipment, so do not destroy the base through stupidity and incompetence. Do you understand!โ€

โ€œYes, sir. Sorry, sir,โ€ Carolโ€™s voice sounded broken, but her mental connection with the Suit was continuing to improve. Hartmann could see that it was imitating her body language, trying to curl up and disappear, which was comical for a 12-foot mecha. There were definitely tears on her cheeks, and it was time for him to wipe them away, so to speak.

He reached over to take the radio back, and purred, โ€œDonโ€™t sweat it, that was only the ramp. Give your legs a stretch, and see how it feels โ€ฆ just remember to be mindful of your surroundings.โ€

Lambert crossed his arms over his chest and growled, โ€œGet her to the airfield, then join me in the jeep.โ€

Hartmann was satisfied as Lambert stormed away, certain that his sour mood wasnโ€™t over the wrecked ramp. โ€œAll right, the captain wants us outside,โ€ he spoke into the radio. โ€œYou up for it?โ€

โ€œYes, sir,โ€ Carol replied dutifully, so he answered playfully,

โ€œSave that for the captain. I want you to call me โ€ฆ master sergeant.โ€

She was silent, confused by his behavior as she went through the massive double doors that had been pulled open, and Hartmann followed her outside, ordering her to jog down the length of the airfield.

He dropped his affectation as soon as he was seated next to Lambert in the jeep. Carol was adapting to the Suit much faster than he had, despite his intuitive grasp of it, and the way she moved around the airfield was too natural โ€“ to the point of becoming unnatural. Hartmann knew that he was the best damn pilot to ever climb inside the Suit, but that was all he did: pilot. Carol, on the other hand โ€ฆ she was inhabiting it like a second skin, especially as she was becoming more and more comfortable with moving around the airfield. It crossed his mind that, with the way she was catching on, the Suit could have been made for her.

Commander.

Hartmann had been in the military for far too long to let anything show on his face. His instructions to Carol over the radio became more mechanical and routine, but his thoughts remained perfectly hidden. He almost managed to keep them from himself, but as he stared it was undeniable that she was better at maneuvering the Suit than he was, even despite lacking the discipline that would have given her grace and efficiency.

โ€œThe Suit is following her body language more than I expected,โ€ Lambert muttered beside Hartmann, though he was speaking more to himself. โ€œSheโ€™ll need to be physically trained to clean up that sloppiness.โ€

Hartmann shrugged, muttering โ€œYes, sir,โ€ when he failed to come up with an obnoxious reply. He had never watched the way he piloted the Suit from the outside, and he wondered if it responded similarly to his movements, or acted more like a robot.

Lambert continued, reluctantly saying, โ€œYou will work with her on the track this afternoon while I attend to other duties. You will be courteous, considerate, and respectful, and you will not make her cry. Understand?โ€

โ€œYes, sir,โ€ Hartmann echoed. He had to stop himself from asking why the captain cared so much about the cleaning ladyโ€™s feelings in a world where tender emotions were a dangerous weakness. He already knew the answer.

Sometime later when they were back inside the bunker, Carol parked the Suit in its usual place, opened the doors, then stood hesitantly looking down at the drop to the floor. Hartmann wondered why she hadnโ€™t kneeled in the Suit first, given that she was the one who destroyed the ramp and knew damn well that it wouldnโ€™t be there, but Lambert stepped forward and held up his arms.

โ€œCome on, we havenโ€™t got all day,โ€ he snapped, but Hartmann recognized the false gruffness of someone who had adapted to his rank to survive.

She cautiously dropped down to Lambert, and his hands closed around her waist as he lowered her to the floor. His fingertips curled in slightly, and trailed along her t-shirt as he pulled his hands away, his face too stony to be anything other than a mask. Carol was appropriately oblivious, which Hartmann found soothing; he wasnโ€™t the only one she completely failed to notice.

โ€œGet some lunch, then report to MSG Hartmann for physical training,โ€ Lambert ordered. โ€œLike it or not, weโ€™re going to beat the civilian out of you, commander.โ€

โ€œYes, sir,โ€ Carol replied, then turned and trotted to join some corporal that Hartmann only vaguely recognized. An assigned escort, he hoped.

Having time alone with Carol was going to give Hartmann the advantage, and if he worked his magic right, Lambert wasnโ€™t going to stand a chance. Underneath the boring beige of her existence, heโ€™d bet anything that Carol was still a woman, and still susceptible to his charms.

If the Suit couldnโ€™t belong to him anymore, then he was going to claim ownership of the next best thing.

The Scion Suit

Scion Part 1

Master sergeant Hartmann wasnโ€™t certain when he had first begun to notice the cleaning lady. Two years prior, more for the sake of politics than anything else, the General had declared that they were going to improve national security by limiting the soldiersโ€™ access to the Suit, and a civilian was picked out of the Baseโ€™s janitorial staff to be the designated caretaker of the militaryโ€™s top asset. It turned out to be a plain, mousy woman, who quietly devoted herself to the job then faded into the background as another functioning cog, and business moved on as usual.

Hartmann was by far the best at piloting the Suit. Although it was alien technology, he had an intuitive understanding of how to operate it, and was consequently given all of the important missions. He had already been considered something of a hero due to his โ€˜braveryโ€™ and โ€˜leadershipโ€™ beforehand, but the Suit had skyrocketed him to the status of a superstar. He was worshiped by those below his rank, and greatly respected by those above. It was unspoken, but everyone pinned their hopes of winning the war on his abilities, and he was more than willing to accept the mantle.

Yet, somehow, the moments he had spent basking in the adulation of a job well done melted away as the cleaning lady took up more and more of his awareness.

There were moments when it was comical to watch her, a slim 5โ€™4โ€ woman standing on a stepladder with a soapy sponge, contrasted against the 12-foot mecha that she rigorously scrubbed. However, when she worked on detailing the interior, it stung to realize that she was more intimately familiar with the Suit than he was. He felt like the interloper, good for a wild ride before the Suit returned home to its loving family. He never had the liberty to simply touch and examine the Suit, no matter how much time he spent inside.

To make it worse, the cleaning lady was completely unaware of him. Hartmann was attractive and muscular, with sandy blonde hair and sharp eyes, and took it for granted that women would preen and flirt as they competed for his attention. The cleaning lady, however, never smiled nor brushed her hair behind her ear; her eyes slid over him as if he was any other uniform in a sea of soldiers. He had even bumped into her deliberately to see her reaction, but she had tersely apologized then skirted around him, never quite managing to raise her eyes to his face during the entire exchange. The other soldiers had snickered, and someone had said, โ€œI guess you arenโ€™t her type,โ€ as Hartmann stared after her, his face hard.

That was two strikes against her.

In between missions, he kept an apartment off Base, and he liked to amuse himself by taking out a few of his buddies to pick up women at bars and clubs. The thrill of simply bedding them had vanished years ago, but he still got his kicks out of playing with them. He had developed a good eye for finding the ones that were attractive enough to be worthwhile, but still had the shadow of desperation that spoke of a willingness to do anything. That night, he imagined that he had the cleaning lady in his clutches, and pushed the woman to a level of filthy that he had never gone to before. Unsatisfied with how easy it had been to control and degrade her, he sent her away from his apartment with one of his friends, and from the way she giggled, he knew that she was up for another round of debauchery.

Alone, he knew the folly of his fantasy. The cleaning lady was the sort who spent her evenings curled up with a book and a glass of wine โ€“ she would never be under his power.

So he watched her. He watched her clean his Suit, watched her love what should have been his, all the while knowing that she was untouchable. The cleaning lady was ranked above him, the master sergeant.

And that was strike three.

She didnโ€™t notice when he approached her, intent on wiping down the headrest inside the Suit with a soft cloth to remove all traces of Hartmannโ€™s earlier presence. He didnโ€™t know what he wanted to accomplish, exactly, but he laid his hand on her shoulder and startled her. When her head twisted around, their eyes met for the first time.

โ€œCan I help you?โ€ she asked, fidgeting uncomfortably as her knuckles turned white around the cloth. He stared, taking in the strands of brown hair stuck to the side of her face, and the awkward water spill that soaked the front of her thick, baggy t-shirt. It was a shame that she was oblivious to her appearance, he considered, because the curves of her neck and jawline werenโ€™t half bad.

โ€œYou ever been inside?โ€ he asked, nodding towards the Suit. Compulsively, his fingers found the crook of her neck, but she flushed and pulled away.

โ€œOf course not. Iโ€™m not authorized,โ€ she replied sharply, though her voice trembled. Hartmann was satisfied to know that she was afraid.

โ€œYou know who I am?โ€ he asked, and he grabbed her arm to keep her pinned.

She had to swallow hard before she could hoarsely reply, โ€œOne of the pilots.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m the fucking pilot,โ€ he hissed, pushing her back against the door frame of the Suit. โ€œMaster sergeant Hartmann. Youโ€™re just the fucking cleaning lady.โ€

She nodded and squeaked, โ€œOkay.โ€

โ€œYou have no right to love the Suit โ€“ youโ€™re a nobody.โ€ He wondered why she didnโ€™t scream. The back of his neck prickled as others in the bunker were beginning to take notice, but as long as they kept their distance he didnโ€™t care. Something kept her paralyzed, even as he pulled the stuck strands of hair loose from her cheek. โ€œYouโ€™re going to quit this job,โ€ he said softly.

โ€œNo!โ€ She jerked against him then, but he easily pushed her back.

โ€œI better never fucking see you near the Suit again.โ€ His voice was low and dangerous.

Yet somehow, she slipped through his grip like water, and was inside the Suit before he could stop her. For a split second he considered yanking her back out, but her eyes and expression no longer matched the woman he had spent weeks watching. The look she gave him triggered his battle instincts, and he reflexively drew back, narrowly avoiding being caught by the Suit doors as they closed. His heart stopped as he realized what had happened, then he shouted,

โ€œThe Suitโ€™s been hijacked!โ€

Hartmann drew his sidearm, knowing full well how futile it would be if the cleaning lady decided to blow him to smithereens. He very carefully backed down the ramp for the Suit, then moved to stand with the other soldiers who gathered with their guns held ready. Captain Lambert appeared at his side and growled, โ€œWhat the fuck is going on?โ€

โ€œI was messing with the cleaning lady, sir,โ€ Hartmann replied slowly. โ€œShe jumped inside, sir.โ€

โ€œThe fucking cleaning lady?โ€ Captain Lambert was surprised. โ€œI want her file! The rest of you, keep ready but donโ€™t move.โ€

โ€œSir, thereโ€™s something wrong with that bitch,โ€ Hartmann muttered, narrowing his eyes at the Suit. So far it had remained motionless, and it was impossible to tell what was happening inside.

โ€œShut up,โ€ Lambert snapped, then snatched the manila folder that had been brought to him. He skimmed over it, slapped it against Hartmann for him to take, then moved forward as he cussed, โ€œWeโ€™re in for a fucking shit storm over this.โ€ He boldly climbed the ramp and pounded on the Suit as he shouted, โ€œCarol Smith! Get out here this instant!โ€

Hartmann watched in disbelief as the doors opened and the cleaning lady practically spilled out onto Lambertโ€™s chest. She was dazed and unsteady as the captain helped her down, as if she had been drugged. Lambertโ€™s eyes met the master sergeantโ€™s, and he said gruffly, โ€œYou. Come.โ€

He took them to a small meeting room with a table and chairs, and ensured that Carol was seated before stepping back and folding his arms. Hartmann remained standing.

โ€œYou wanna tell me what the hell happened?โ€ Lambert demanded.

Hartmann shrugged. โ€œAlready did, sir.โ€

Lambert rubbed the bridge of his nose. โ€œCarol, whatโ€™s your side of the story?โ€

Hartmann expected her to let loose and demonize him in every possible way, but instead she echoed his shrug and murmured, โ€œI donโ€™t know.โ€

โ€œHow could you not know?โ€ Lambert couldnโ€™t keep himself from raising his voice.

โ€œSomething came over me, I think.โ€ Carol nervously began to pick at her fingernails.

Frustrated, Lambert slammed his hand down on the table, causing her to flinch. โ€œI selected you for this job based on your psych eval, and in all this time there hasnโ€™t been a single incident. You expect me to believe that โ€˜something came overโ€™ you?โ€

โ€œI was โ€ฆ overwhelmed.โ€ She squirmed and stared down at her hands as she bit her bottom lip. โ€œThe master sergeant told me to quit my job.โ€

โ€œSo you decided to get yourself fired instead?โ€ Lambert scowled as he looked over at Hartmann. โ€œLook, I know that MSG Hartmann was probably being an unreasonable prick towards you, so you need to focus on protecting yourself, not him. Got that?โ€

โ€œI honestly donโ€™t know how I ended up in the Suit.โ€ Carolโ€™s mouth twisted downwards and her chin quivered. โ€œI was really scared that heโ€™d find a way to force me out of my job, and I love cleaning the Suit.โ€ For a moment she choked on her words, and Lambertโ€™s expression softened. โ€œI donโ€™t know what happened,โ€ she finished weakly.

โ€œIโ€™ll see what I can do,โ€ Lambert murmured, putting a reassuring hand on her arm. โ€œI have to file a report on the incident, and someone is going to take the blame. That was a breach in security, and itโ€™s not going to blow over on its own.โ€

Hartmann looked between Carol and Lambert with his eyes narrowed, mulling over the possibility that the captain was attracted to the cleaning lady. It was no secret that Lambert had suffered a nasty divorce several years back, and as far as anyone knew it had completely destroyed his interest in anything outside of work. It occurred to Hartmann that his hadnโ€™t been the only gaze focused on her as she cleaned.

Out of curiosity, he opened the personnel file he still carried. Carol had a long history of showing up on time and following all the rules; she was described with words like, โ€˜respectful,โ€™ and, โ€˜content,โ€™ all of which boiled down to a polite way of saying that she was easily controlled and had no big dreams in life. Hartmann looked back up at her, noting the way she hunched over and kept her elbows close, and he thought that she likely considered any clothing brighter than beige to be too flashy. Carol was someone who had perfected invisibility, so why had the captain noticed her as well?

โ€œI didnโ€™t mean to cause any trouble, sir.โ€ Her voice was growing smaller.

Lambert sighed. โ€œIโ€™m going to recommend that your clearance be revoked, and that youโ€™re reassigned. Wait here while I bring in your supervisor.โ€ He then turned to Hartmann. โ€œYour ass, on the other hand, is entirely at my mercy.โ€

โ€œGo ahead and satisfy yourself, sir. I like it rough.โ€ Hartmann smirked at the way Lambertโ€™s eyes flashed angrily, then nodded at Carol as he tossed her file down onto the table. She was too shocked and pale to do anything other than stare.

โ€œMove it, soldier!โ€ Lambert barked, and pushed him out the door. โ€œConsider yourself reprimanded for disrespecting your commanding officer.โ€ He continued to shove Hartmann down the hallway. โ€œNow, I want a detailed report on everything that happened, then you are to go home and await further orders. Do you understand?โ€

โ€œYes, sir.โ€ Hartmann wasnโ€™t thrilled at the idea of being removed from the Base, but the fact that Carol had jumped into the Suit on her own, combined with his status as the best pilot, made him expect that he wasnโ€™t going to get more than a slap on the wrist for harassment in the end. The best part was, Carol was never going to be allowed anywhere near the Suit again. It was a small price to pay for the victory.

Lambert spoke into his radio, then informed Hartmann that someone would escort him off Base as soon as they were done, and a few minutes later they were in another small room. Hartmann wrote a glib statement, then signed his name with an exaggerated scrawl. Lambertโ€™s radio crackled, and he stepped outside to answer it. Hartmann set his pen down then followed, but discovered that Lambert was already jogging down the hallway. He raised an eyebrow, but an MP approached him, and he knew that he wasnโ€™t going to be privy to whatever had lit a fire under the captainโ€™s butt.

He was going home to enjoy a little R&R before returning to duty.

Runemaster

Runemaster 3.1

Malachi was all that anyone ever talked about. Lyra spent the next couple of days listening as women buzzed about him, excitedly conversing about how the Runemaster was helping to heal the sick, cure bad habits, and comfort the broken hearted. Lyra still hadnโ€™t seen him since he had asked her to repair the hem of his cloak, and the smallest part of her was starting to feel left out.

She was among the broken hearted, wasnโ€™t she? Why didnโ€™t he care enough to provide his services to her?

Lyra knew that he had tried, and she had chased him away. Otherwise, perhaps she would be contributing her two cents about Malachi, instead of silently listening to everyone else talk about him. Why had she done that?

He must have taken it personally, she thought to herself. She had been rude and dismissive with him every time they had crossed paths, and after she had gone out of her way to drop off the cloak at the boarding house rather than wait for him to pick it up himself, he had good reason to think that she was avoiding him. Rather, because she had been avoiding him.

Lyra was beginning to regret it.

What was it about Malachi that everyone liked? It hurt to be left out โ€“ at least, that was what she told herself. She imagined that he was constantly surrounded by a crowd of adoring fans, all laughing and hugging him as they thanked him for his latest spell, and her chest grew tighter. What would have happened if she had let him stay when he had asked? What if she had listened to his reassuring voice and let him cast his runes for her sake instead of acting so defensive โ€ฆ then she could have found out what it was that everyone was so enamored with, instead of being left to guess.

But despite her growing curiosity, she was also extremely anxious about running into him again, certain that she had given him good reason to dislike her.

Another evening came around, and Lyra found herself working late in the dressmaker shop, sewing lace onto a pretty blue dress by the light of a lamp. She hated walking home in the dark, but with the garment due to be picked up early the next day, she didnโ€™t have the luxury of waiting until the morrow. The stars were out by the time she stepped outside and locked the door behind her. She walked down the empty street and looked up at the pale moon, then despite feeling silly over it, she couldnโ€™t help but wonder if Malachi was looking up at that moment as well.

Lyra halted when she thought that she had seen a flicker of movement beyond the line of trees, but after staring for a moment, she decided that it was simply a trick of her eyes. But her nerves were now shot. Her mind had begun to race with fears, and she was helpless to make it stop. She picked up the pace, determined to make it home as quickly as possible, wishing that her house wasnโ€™t so close to the forest. There was no one around to judge her for hurrying.

Unexpectedly, there was a small cough, and her head snapped around to find Malachi crouched a few feet away just off the side of the road, almost completely hidden in the darkness. He made no move to approach her, but merely sat quietly and calmly, as if in a deep reverie.

โ€œThe stars are rather lovely tonight,โ€ he said softly.

She swallowed hard. โ€œW-What are you doing here?โ€ she demanded, trying to hide her fear. The last thing she wanted was for Malachi to know how much she was trembling, so she took a step back, hoping that the darkness would shield her from his gaze.

He tilted his head, but Lyra couldnโ€™t see his expression as he replied, โ€œPerhaps I am here to show you a star that you havenโ€™t yet seen.โ€

She took another step back, wishing to get home and lock herself inside.

Why was she always fleeing from him?

โ€œIโ€™ve seen all the stars,โ€ Lyra replied, her voice quivering. โ€œIโ€™m sorry Master, but Iโ€™m on my way home. I just โ€ฆ was surprised by you, thatโ€™s all.โ€

โ€œIs that so?โ€ Malachiโ€™s tone was almost teasing, and Lyraโ€™s eyes widened in surprise. Had he been playing with her? Her hands were sweating and she had to remind herself to breathe.

โ€œYes โ€ฆโ€ she hesitated, then asked timidly, โ€œDo you like the trim on your cloak?โ€ She felt about ready to faint now, wondering why she had spoken the question out loud when she was so terrified of a negative response โ€“ when she was already so close to the edge of what she could handle. She felt compelled to cover up her nervousness, and began babbling, โ€œI put in a lot of extra care when I sewed it on. I hope that my stitching is adequate โ€ฆ and that you feel that you got your moneyโ€™s worth.โ€

She watched as the stranger tilted his head again, the pale moonlight illuminating his features in an otherworldly light. He said nothing as he looked at her, then finally asked, โ€œMay I read your fortune, Miss Lyra?โ€

Lyra wanted to say โ€œnoโ€ and be done with him, but instead she found herself stepping forward and nodding. She had spent a couple of days listening to everyone else gush about how wonderful Master Malachi was, and she thought that if she rejected him once again, she would be permanently left out. She wanted to see the Runemasterโ€™s work for herself.

Runemaster

Runemaster 2.1

Lyra sorted through the dressmakerโ€™s orders to place the dayโ€™s highest priorities on top as she listened to the rhythmic snipping of Mrs. Elwoodโ€™s shears, and the thought crossed her mind that she liked those quiet busy moments best of all. She supposed that one day โ€“ assuming she didnโ€™t get married first โ€“ the responsibility of sales and customer support would fall on her once she opened her own shop, and she hoped that she would feel more equipped to handle the responsibility in the future. For the moment, she liked being the assistant, without having to think too hard about anything.

โ€œHello! How may I help you?โ€ Mrs. Elwood called out cheerily, and Lyra carefully tucked the orders into a slot on the top of their โ€œbusiness desk,โ€ as they liked to call it.

โ€œI seem to have snagged the hem of my cloak,โ€ a deep yet all too familiar voice answered, and Lyraโ€™s head snapped around, her heart leaping up into her throat.

โ€œAllow me to take a look, Master,โ€ Mrs. Elwood replied in a voice that was far more saccharine than Lyra thought becoming of a widowed woman. She avoided looking at Malachi, instead quietly making her way towards the backroom in what she hoped was a subtle get-away, knowing all the while that he had already seen her. โ€œOh yes, the stitching has been pulled out, and thereโ€™s a hole torn in the fabric as well. Lyra! Come here, please.โ€

Lyraโ€™s heart sank, but she turned around and forced a smile. โ€œGood morning, Master Malachi,โ€ she echoed Mrs. Elwoodโ€™s tone, though she couldnโ€™t keep the edge of sarcasm at bay.

โ€œWould you find trimming to match Master Malachiโ€™s cloak? We could easily patch the hole for you, but I think that the best solution would be to put a new hem on entirely. The repair would be entirely invisible.โ€

โ€œI trust your expert judgment, madame.โ€ Malachi smiled back at Mrs. Elwood, and Lyra swallowed down the embarrassment at having to silently watch a Runemaster flirt with her employer.

โ€œMrs. Elwood,โ€ Lyra ventured timidly, โ€œYou have a fitting in two hours, and the dress has yet to be basted.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ll have to excuse me, Master, but I must get back to my work. Lyra here will assist you, and I assure you that she is very bright and talented. Your cloak will be better than new.โ€ Mrs. Elwood smiled broadly, then retreated back to her cutting table to continue working.

Lyra examined the damaged hem, then murmured, โ€œThe tailor is just down the street, Master, if you would feel more comfortable in an establishment that is more suited to male clientele.โ€

โ€œHmm โ€ฆ but you donโ€™t work over there, do you.โ€ He grinned, and Lyra couldnโ€™t stop the flush that colored her cheeks.

โ€œI donโ€™t know what I did to gain your attention, Master,โ€ she replied with false politeness, โ€œbut I have no intention of responding to your advances. It would be in your better interests to move on.โ€

โ€œYou misunderstand!โ€ Malachi chuckled as he removed his cloak and handed it to Lyra. โ€œI am not pursuing you romantically at all.โ€

โ€œAnd yet here you are,โ€ Lyra replied tersely. She took the cloak and retreated to the back room, to search through their supplies to make the repair. She couldnโ€™t quite place the fabric, but it was some sort of warm velveteen and Lyra compulsively touched it to her cheek before she stopped herself. Her training as a dressmaker took over then, and she knew exactly which trim she wanted to line the bottom with. She retrieved it and hurried out to seek Malachiโ€™s approval for the project that was blossoming in her mind.

โ€œWe would need to order in matching fabric,โ€ she said as soon as she was back in the Runemasterโ€™s presence, โ€œbut I think that this would be a beautiful accent that would far surpass an invisible repair.โ€ She presented the roll of trim to him, which consisted of thick metallic threads expertly tied in an swirl of knots and cords. It had taken Lyraโ€™s breath away when she had first unboxed it, and she had been waiting for the project that would give her the opportunity to work with it. Somehow she doubted that the cost would be a problem for Master Malachi.

He took it from her hands and studied it closely, rubbing the end between his fingers and holding it up to the light. โ€œYouโ€™re correct, Lyra. This would be an elegant addition to my cloak โ€ฆ assuming it holds up well in my travels.โ€

โ€œI assure you that the metal threads are quite strong, and they would hold up well against the dirt and mud of the road,โ€ she almost purred, subconsciously slipping into the same mannerisms that Mrs. Elwood used to drive a big sale. The idea of spending the next hour stitching that trim onto the soft fabric of Malachiโ€™s cloak was too tantalizing to let slip away.

โ€œIt might also inspire bandits,โ€ Malachi replied, then gave Lyra a sly wink. โ€œBut I would be a fool to turn away the magic that you are offering me. Yes, Lyra, I will order this trim for the repair.โ€

โ€œAllow me to measure out the length of your hem, and I will write up your receipt for you. The work will be done this afternoon.โ€ Lyra couldnโ€™t suppress the smile that bubbled out from the center of her chest. She had taken the job at the dressmakerโ€™s purely to make ends meet after her father had died, but the process and materials had grown on her in the weeks since, and for the first time she felt deeply excited about this project.

It didnโ€™t matter that it was for Master Malachi, she told herself. It didnโ€™t matter that he had visited their shop specifically for her, either. She repeated that to herself after he had left, and she worked intently on his cloak, carefully applying the trim with her neatest stitches, savoring the soft fabric that rested in her hands.

It didnโ€™t matter at all.

Runemaster, Stories

Runemaster 1.2

The gossip about Master Malachi continued through the rest of the day. Through her silent assistance in Mrs. Elwoodโ€™s work, Lyra felt that she had learned everything there was to know about the mysterious stranger that had wandered into their town. He was a Runemaster, skilled but soft spoken, trading his services in divination and healing for very little. โ€œA man of the Old Gods who understood the challenges of modern life,โ€ a particularly chittery client had gushed, before describing how he had told her that a blue dress would bring her good fortune, so she had rushed right over to book a fitting. Lyra wasnโ€™t certain how legitimate he sounded, but everyone who met him was buzzing with excitement. Her imagination wanted to insist that she had felt something special about him during the brief period that she had spoken to him, but she forced the thought away. She hadnโ€™t felt anything at all, she told herself repeatedly. He had seemed very ordinary.

The day had lasted forever.

Lyra was grateful when Mrs. Elwood informed her to close up the shop, then left her to put the supplies away and sweep the floor on her own. She wondered if Mrs. Elwood was eagerly seeking out Master Malachi, and amused herself with wondering if her employer would ask how to make her business more profitable, or about matters of love.

Once she was finished and locked the doors behind her, Lyra stopped by the butcher to pick up a small cut of beef for dinner, then continued home. She hoped that this Master Malachi character would leave soon, so that her sleepy little town could continue on as it had always been.

She stopped short and found herself staring at the front porch of her home. There he was, sitting on the top step with his strawberry blonde hair catching the late afternoon sun, his white hands contrasting sharply against the deep black of his clothing. The fabric had to have a nap to it like velvet, Lyra found herself thinking, to stay that dark against the light. Their eyes met, but he made no indication of moving.

Lyra carefully suppressed the groan that attempted to escape her lips, then forced her feet to start moving again. When she was close enough to begin a conversation, she awkwardly began, โ€œIโ€™m sorry about the last night. I didnโ€™t mean to, um โ€ฆ be rude.โ€

He stood and silently descended the stairs to approach her. She found herself blushing, and focused her gaze down on his leather boots, her grip tightening on her basket.

โ€œIt would appear, Miss Lyra, that no one knows much about you outside of your name and occupation,โ€ he said.

She took in a sharp breath, and looked up at his face. โ€œYou asked about me?โ€

โ€œI asked about the first house on the eastern road.โ€ He turned and looked back at the front door. โ€œI merely commented that it looked empty.โ€

Lyra scowled. โ€œSomehow I doubt that you could only learn my name and occupation,โ€ she grumbled, then skirted around him to continue up her front steps. Discovering that he had already knew about her put a sour taste in her mouth, and she was ready to lock herself inside again.

โ€œI also heard about a recent death,โ€ he answered quietly, and Lyra froze. โ€œAn unexpected accident.โ€

Her throat tightened painfully, so she took in a deep breath then croaked, โ€œThatโ€™s everything. Thereโ€™s nothing else.โ€

โ€œI thought that we had gotten off on the wrong foot yesterday,โ€ Malachi said. โ€œI came to apologize for frightening you.โ€

โ€œYou didnโ€™t โ€ฆ mention anything about that to anyone โ€ฆ did you?โ€ She turned to face him again.

โ€œNot a word.โ€ He smiled.

โ€œPlease donโ€™t talk about me.โ€ Lyra tried to wrap her arms around herself, but remembered that she was still holding the basket as it thumped against her side. She moved awkwardly, trying to play off the mistake in a nonchalant manner, but her face burned with embarrassment. Get hold of yourself, she silently reprimanded herself, then opened the door. Malachi grabbed it to prevent her from shutting herself inside.

โ€œLyra,โ€ he said, then let go of the door and stepped back with his hands up. โ€œAllow me to divine your future.โ€

Lyra couldnโ€™t stop the skeptical expression that crossed her face. โ€œIn the same way that you knew about the Taylors?โ€

Malachi chuckled sheepishly. โ€œSometimes itโ€™s beneficial to leave certain facts to the imagination. But for you, I fully intend to use real magic.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know.โ€ She frowned, then shook her head. โ€œNo. Iโ€™d rather not.”

โ€œVery well.โ€ He stepped back once more. โ€œIโ€™m certain that weโ€™ll meet again.โ€

Lyra quickly went inside, shutting and locking the door behind her. She hoped that Malachi wasnโ€™t planning on staying in town for very long.

Runemaster, Stories

Runemaster – 1.1

Lyra sat on the front steps of her home, her hands cupped around a lukewarm mug with her fatherโ€™s old flannel shirt draped over her shoulders. Despite the creeping chill of Autumn, the crickets still sang to the darkening sky, and she listened with her eyes half closed as her mind slipped into the solace of emptiness.

The crunch of gravel under a heavy boot cut sharply through the serenity, and jolted Lyra back into herself. She stood and peered at the line of trees, her grip tightening on her mug as a man dressed head to toe in black materialized out of the shadows, and for a moment he was completely unaware of her as he walked down the road, his hand loosely holding a rope tied to a plodding donkey, both of them with the downcast gaze of a long and weary day. Then the man stopped, seemingly taken aback as he lowered his hood, revealing strawberry blonde hair that hung loose around his neck, and he looked directly at Lyra.

A strange sensation filled her chest. She felt like she could see through this stranger and into the depths of his inner self in just one glance, though she was certain that she had never seen the likes of him before. He felt eerily familiar, and it made her uncomfortable. Lyra unconsciously reached to clasp her fatherโ€™s shirt more tightly around her neck.

โ€œHello!โ€ he called out towards her. โ€œHave I reached Leavenworth?โ€

โ€œThe outskirts, yes,โ€ Lyra answered stiffly, nodding towards the road. โ€œKeep going, and youโ€™ll reach the town proper.โ€

โ€œThank you,โ€ the stranger replied, but gave no indication of moving.

As the silence stretched on, she began to think that they were locked in some sort of stand-off, and she could almost sense the stranger taking in her appearance. She became acutely aware of how disheveled she was, with her brown hair tied back into a loose braid, and the dirt still packed under her fingernails from digging in her garden earlier. She hadnโ€™t checked her reflection, but she was certain that there was an embarrassing smear of dirt across her forehead. Suddenly, all she wanted was to get away.

โ€œThe Taylors take in lodgers. Theyโ€™ll feed you, too,โ€ Lyra said tersely, then turned to open her front door. In her hurry, she let it fall shut behind her with a slam, and she quickly slid the bolt across before taking in a deep breath.

Perhaps she had overreacted.

When her father had died, she felt like her security had been ripped away from her. It was impossible to not cave into anxiety and flee the first moment something unexpected popped up. She took a sip from her mug and made a face when she realized that her tea had gone cold, then walked to the kitchen to pour it out and wash the mug.

She decided that it would be a good idea to turn in early that night. There was another busy day of work waiting for her on the morrow, and there was a good chance of her rest being disrupted by bad dreams.


Lyra was focused on taking Mrs. Gambeeโ€™s measurements, jotting them down with a pencil after scribbling a quick star in the corner of the paper to indicate that a couple of inches needed to be added to the waist and hip numbers before cutting the dress pattern. She only half-listened as the older woman gossiped with Mrs Elwood, the dressmaker, in between browsing through fabric swatches.

โ€œHe arrived last night, Iโ€™m told, and immediately asked for the Taylors,โ€ Mrs. Gambee practically hummed, โ€œThough when they asked how he knew about them, he smiled in a way that was quite secretive.โ€

โ€œDo you think he divined it, then?โ€ Mrs. Elwood replied.

โ€œHe might have!โ€ Mrs. Gambee giggled. โ€œThereโ€™s no other explanation!โ€

Lyra clenched her jaw for a moment, then quietly asked if Mrs. Gambee would please hold her arm out while she worked with the measuring tape.

โ€œWhat did you say his name was again?โ€ Mrs. Elwood asked, increasingly interested in the topic.

โ€œMaster Malachi, I do believe. I havenโ€™t met him yet, but Ellie Jones told me that he has the most gorgeous orange hair she has ever seen.โ€

Lyraโ€™s heart skipped a beat, but she bit the inside of her cheek as she set down her paper and pencil, then carefully folded up the measuring tape. She was so distracted that she almost didnโ€™t hear Mrs. Elwood say, โ€œLyra dear, if youโ€™re done, go grab the french lace for me,โ€ but she caught herself and quickly replied, โ€˜Yes maโ€™am,โ€™ then left for the back room.

Master Malachi?

She paused to put her hand against her forehead, feeling oddly faint for reasons she couldnโ€™t explain.

Master?

It wasnโ€™t her fault for not knowing his station. It wasnโ€™t her fault if she left a bad first impression of the people of Leavenworth either, considering that he had popped out of the gloam so unexpectedly when she had been trying to enjoy a moment to herself. He should have known better than to stop and stare.

Master?

Lyra had to squeeze her eyes shut as she took in a deep breath. She was getting herself worked up again, and it wouldnโ€™t do her any good to have the townsfolk thinking that she was losing herself to hysteria. She was going to keep it together, no matter what it took. At least on the outside.

She found the french lace samples and plastered a smile on her face, returning to the two women with the determination to be as helpful and efficient in her work as she could be. She was going to make it through the day, and she was going to forget about her short encounter with Master Malachi as quickly as she could. She wasnโ€™t going to dwell. She wasnโ€™t going to feel foolish.

She was going to pretend to be normal, like everyone else.

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Runemaster characters – Malachi

Malachi is the Runemaster, aka the character that the story is titled after.

I originally created him 20 years ago when I was a teenager, and he was initially an angel who wandered the planet as a priest for some nondescript Christian religion. However, with life experience I’ve come to the conclusion that anything that’s vaguely Christian-esque is too much of a hot topic to touch, so I reworked him over to being solidly Pagan in a world where gods are mostly distant figures that don’t have much to do with humans. Therefore, no one has to judge everything he says and does! You can sit comfortable in the idea that he’s going to hell no matter what, anyway. ๐Ÿ˜›

Sorry. I know that I’m a brat, lol. I should work on my snarky behavior.

Ideally everyone would understand that this is a 100% fictional world that has no bearing on what you do with your life in the real world, but this is 2024 and a lot of people don’t know how to make that distinction. Thank you, social media! ~Putting everyone on the defensive since 2009~

In many ways, Malachi is intended to be the epitome of paternal love. Remember how I said that I created him when I was a teenager? He was my fictional replacement for something I was lacking in real life. Now that I’m an adult and the pieces have been healed, he has more leeway with his heart and actions, but for the most part he’s still patient, protective, and understanding.

And very very secretive.

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Runemaster characters – Lyra

Lyra is the primary protagonist, and the bulk of the story is told from her perspective.

The fun thing about RuneMaster is that I created the characters clear back when I was a teenager, and I was young enough that Lyra was a blatant self-insert. That meant that when I decided to re-imagine and rewrite the story, her character needed to be built from the ground up.

At the beginning of the novel, Lyra is 18-years-old, her father has been dead for two months, and she works as a dressmaker’s assistant. Socially she’s an outcast with no friends, and as a result she suffers from anxiety and insecurity, but she learns fast and is very meticulous. She also hates fire.

This is perhaps a bit of an odd quirk, but for this novel I decided that none of the main characters are going to be given last names. In fact, I’m contemplating having one of the main characters in the sequel to this novel not even have a name at all. I guess I’m feeling avant garde like that.

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The Scions – 11c

โ€œYou know, Carol,โ€ the captain said more quietly, growing somber as he stared into his own glass. โ€œI expected you to be a sobbing mess by tonight. I have to say, Iโ€™m proud of you.โ€

She shrugged. โ€œIโ€™m not that pathetic.โ€ She paused, then added, โ€œOkay, I was, but not anymore.โ€

Lambert chuckled. โ€œYou know, when I first saw you, commander, I thought to myself โ€ฆ thatโ€™s not a woman, thatโ€™s a mouse!โ€

Holmes and the captain laughed heartily, and Hartmann faked joining in. He had a death grip on his glass, and judged that Lambert was pretending to be more intoxicated than he was โ€“ an experienced alcoholic like him wouldnโ€™t become so loose-tongued with only one drink.

โ€œOh shut up! I donโ€™t like how mean you are towards me,โ€ Carol snapped.

โ€œThereโ€™s nothing wrong with being a mouse.โ€ Lambert poured out another round of drinks, and pushed one towards Carol. โ€œLot of men around here find it to be attractive quality in a woman.โ€

Danger alarms started sounding in Hartmannโ€™s head, but he remained quiet and distant. Donโ€™t mention me, he willed towards Carol. Forget I exist.

Her face turned bright red, helped along by the tequila. โ€œI-I donโ€™t know about that,โ€ she stammered.

โ€œNow that we know you can perform in battle, we can ease up on the training some. Maybe get you off base for a personal day.โ€ Lambert sipped from his glass. โ€œGo on, commander, have some more.โ€

Carol took another drink, but still shuddered afterwards. โ€œWhat would I do off base?โ€ she asked. โ€œI donโ€™t have a personal life to spend time on.โ€

โ€œReally?โ€ Lambert glanced over at Hartmann. โ€œNot even a boyfriend?โ€

โ€œNo โ€ฆ I-I โ€ฆโ€ Carol took a big gulp of her drink, but Lambert waited patiently for her to finish. Realizing that he wasnโ€™t going to become distracted, she sighed, then said wistfully, โ€œI guess I was lonely.โ€

He then said quietly, โ€œIโ€™ve been wondering about you, commander. What sort of woman gets yanked out of her life without a word of complaint? I expected to hear nothing but bitching for weeks, but you went along with everything we put you through.โ€

Hartmann hated the way that Lambert was looking at her, and the fact that the captain was out-maneuvering him while he had to hold his tongue.

โ€œThe Suit was my everything.โ€ She pressed a hand to her forehead, as if she wanted to steady herself. โ€œCleaning it was all I cared about.โ€

โ€œYou lived for your job, huh?โ€ Lambert was studying her carefully. โ€œI think we can all relate.โ€

The atmosphere around them had become subdued, or perhaps that was because of the storm raging inside of Hartmann had drowned everything else out. That sense of invisibility was creeping over him again.

โ€œNo, I donโ€™t think anyone can understand how I feel about the Suit โ€ฆโ€ Carol slurred, then hunched over slightly at cross her arms over her stomach. โ€œI feel sick.โ€

Lambertโ€™s jaw twitched, but he pointed with his thumb and said, โ€œBathroomโ€™s over there.โ€ They watched as Carol stood and staggered her way over to the door, then Lambert gave his orders to Holmes, โ€œGo stand guard. Make sure you can hear her, but donโ€™t let her know that youโ€™re there. No one else uses that restroom as long as sheโ€™s inside.โ€

โ€œYes, sir!โ€ Holmes saluted, though his eyes looked disappointed.

โ€œWell, MSG Hartmann,โ€ Lambert picked up his glass and held it out. โ€œItโ€™s a shame you picked a rotgut for our first bottle. I couldโ€™ve gotten more out of her if you had gone with something smoother.โ€

โ€œIt was corporal Holmesโ€™s choice, sir,โ€ Hartmann answered carefully. โ€œI didnโ€™t think about how it would affect her,โ€ he lied.

โ€œHmm.โ€ Lambertโ€™s eyes narrowed. โ€œA toast then, to our first success. You should feel proud of yourself โ€“ you oversaw most of her training.โ€

โ€œSir, I had nothing to do with what happened out on the mission, today,โ€ Hartmann murmured, almost sullenly, but he raised his glass as well. โ€œIt was all that โ€˜help mode.โ€™โ€

โ€œIt doesnโ€™t bode well that she kept it a secret from us โ€ฆโ€ Lambert finished his drink. โ€œIโ€™ll take Carol and corporal Holmes back to the Base, and Iโ€™m granting you the rest of the night off.โ€

โ€œThank you, sir,โ€ Hartmann replied, unable to keep a hint of sarcasm out of his voice.

โ€œReport to my office at 0600 tomorrow.โ€ Lambert checked his watch. โ€œIโ€™ll give her a few more minutes to finish, then retrieve her.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sorry for not being more considerate, sir.โ€ Hartmann suppressed his smug smile. He felt a tinge of guilt over deliberately supplying Carol with something that was going to make her vomit, but it had worked out favorably enough โ€“ provided she didnโ€™t get chatty on the drive home. He wished that he could push the issue and try to drive Carol back in his own car, but didnโ€™t dare do anything that would increase Lambertโ€™s suspicions.

The captain closed his eyes, his face relaxing into the creased weariness of an extremely long day. โ€œThank the gods this part is over.โ€

โ€œI know what you mean, sir.โ€ Hartmann leaned forward to pour himself another drink, then scanned the room. โ€œI might try to put the moves on that hot blonde over there,โ€ he motioned vaguely. โ€œIf I donโ€™t decide to go home and sleep, instead.โ€

Lambert followed the direction of Hartmannโ€™s gesture, then scowled. โ€œI recommend you catch up on sleep.โ€

They exchanged terse and somewhat awkward farewells, and Lambert headed for the bathroom. A minute later he emerged with Carol, supporting her against his side, and Hartmann angrily watched them cross through the bar and out the front door, with Holmes trailing dutifully behind.

โ€œFuck,โ€ he muttered under his breath.