
They watched as Carol overshot again, and Hartmann instructed her to repeat the exercise. There was an air of resignation hanging over the three men as they settled into watching Carol running back and forth in the Suit, each time missing the mark. The corporal seemed more agitated by the repetition than his superiors, and it reminded Hartmann of his early years of service when he had still been developing his mental discipline.
āYou in for the long haul, corporal?ā Hartmann grunted.
āNo, sir. Iāll be returning to civilian life as soon as my service is up,ā Holmes replied stiffly.
āGot a girlfriend?ā
āYessir.ā
āIs she faithful?ā
āYessir, she is.ā Holmes grinned widely. āWeāre getting married after she graduates from college.ā
Hartmann nodded. āYouāre one of the lucky ones then.ā A small part of him hoped that Holmes wouldnāt receive any last minute āDear Johnsā, as he had seen happen so many times before during his years in the military.
Lambertās growl cut through their conversation as he spoke into the radio, āAgain, Carol. Youāre not any closer to the mark than you were the first time. Over.ā
āIām sorry, sir. I canāt quite tell where the mark is until Iām practically on top of it,ā she answered. āUm, over.ā
āYou use your eyes to look,ā Lambert snapped.
Hartmann smiled inwardly at the captainās growing irritation, and commented, āSheās not going to be ready for combat at this rate,ā knowing that it was an unhelpful thing to say.
āShut it, MSG Hartmann. Youāre here to help train Carol, not to narrate the situation.ā Lambert rubbed the bridge of his nose.
āSorry, sir.ā Hartmann held out his hand. āIn that case, please allow me to assist in training her, sir.ā Lambert slapped the radio into his palm, and he spoke into it smoothly, āMSG Hartmann here. If you canāt see the mark on the ground, then use other landmarks that you know are near it. For example, CPT Lambert and I are in the jeep parked near the line, so the closer you get to us, the closer you get to the mile marker. Over.ā
There was silence for a moment, then Carol answered defensively, āIām not stupid.ā
āI know,ā Hartmann replied, looking directly at Lambert as he added, āOver.ā
āIām just ⦠overwhelmed ⦠over.ā Carolās voice sounded exhausted.
āWeāre all feeling overwhelmed at the moment, but weāll get through it. At the very least, your connection with the Suit is astounding ā too bad you canāt see yourself from the outside. Over.ā
āWhat the fuck are you up to?ā Lambert growled, and his frowned deepened as Carolās voice answered,
āThank you, master sergeant. Over.ā
āSir, you ordered me to be nice,ā Hartmann answered dismissively. āI thought she needed encouragement.ā
āCarol is officially a military asset now, MSG Hartmann. You stick to your bar sluts, and donāt get any ideas into your head. Sheās off limits.ā Lambert continued to scowl.
Hartmann narrowed his eye and shook his head slightly. āYes, sir,ā he replied, emphasizing each word separately. āI was simply following your orders.ā He forced a scowl as he added, āThough if I may say, sir, she is not anywhere near as young or sexy as the women that I am accustomed to.ā
Lambert grunted. āGood.ā
Hartmann wondered if, given the opportunity, the captain would keep to the āoff limitsā rule himself, or if he was secretly envisioning coming home to the cleaning lady cooking dinner and a couple of kids playing in the yard. The war couldnāt last forever, and one day the military would have to surrender to the fact that Carol was a human being.
Why was Lambert also drawn to her? Why was she like a drop of water in their parched existence? There was a long list of things that she wasnāt, and at the end of it came the feeling of relief.
Carol wasnāt fake.
